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Must

 I must avoid pain and seek pleasure I must take additive substances get addicted and poison myself I must waste all my money on pretty women they will fall in love with me for this and not my personality or good looks I must not swap to avoid the taxman I must use money its a better currency than love I must believe Bitcoin is the best idea of all time it wastes loads of electricity and everybody knows an hashing maths calculation is worth 65000 euro because a bigger fool will pay more I must not learn to grow food in primary school I must learn to count money till 18 to become an accountant I must get a law degree to become a divorce loyar and pluck fools in divorce settlements I must learn to count and mind money I must become a politician to start wars, create stupid laws to benefit the rich and myself and control the world Our country must make weapons I must take up farming and have property living like an american indian doesn't work it never did and never will. I must spend

Introduction

 I'm speaking in terms that people will believe. Life is a dream, one in 25 people had death experiences see  https://www.iands.org They had heightened awareness existed in a state outside time, some could see 360 degrees around, extra senses see more colours that don't exist on earth, had extra senses. Some Christian some not, some went to heaven, some hell. My life due to a dream hormone imbalance is slightly different from what others experience. I talk about my experiences and get locked up. Since I was 35 when I hopped my head off the ground in a disco in Perkins Park Stuttgart With a local Turkish Elvis breakdancer and his friend things got weird. I woke up with a dirty pants, no idea how I got home. Also a mark on my 3rd eye position between my forehead where my head hit the pole before falling. Did I die and break my neck? A lady knocked respect for women into me, I was a vain drunken nerd simp wasting money on pretty dancers. The Fred Astaire song diamonds are a ladys